Lizzie's diary, 25th March 2008

Diary entry: 25th March

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Another minor increase. This is proving too difficult to sustain on my own. Perhaps hospital is the solution. I just cannot face it. I can't make that decision. There needs to be another way - this way. I have to take a deep breath and remind myself of why I am doing this, what I need to do, how I have to do it and then just get on with it. Without thinking too much. I tend to overthink everything and blow it all out of proportion. It's not that hard so don't make it. I have to sign a mental contract to adhere to the programme and constantly remind myself of it. Or hospital it is.