"I don't know what to write. Am I just kidding myself and everyone else that I can do this? I've got to make a quantum leap in terms of what I'm eating. Ok, I'm having a bit more here and there but I've got to do something major and see what happens. If I don't like it, I don't have to do it again. I don't understand what is stopping me. Earlier I was really hungry and should have just had something to eat but for some reason I couldn't justify satisfying myself. Why? Why do I keep putting it off? Even now I'm delaying lunch as much as possible. God, I'm confused. And what makes it even more frustrating is that I know damn well that the confusion is exacerbated by the semi-starvation. Vicious circle. Chicken and f**king egg."
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