Sunday, December 9, 2007

Lizzie's diary, 2nd December 2007

Diary entry: 2nd December

"Finding writing anything difficult. Not because things aren't going well, more that I still feel in transition. On one hand I'm relieved that my weight has stabilised for 3 weeks running but on the other, I just want to get a wiggle on with this. Can't I just wake up tomorrow and be better? I don't want to have to go through the weight-gaining process again. That awful beached whale sensation, the feeling of such fullness that you think you're never going to eat again - and the next meal is hurtling towards you. But I got through it before - I remember going from half to full portions at the Priory, I got used to it. Maybe I should revisit Dr. Brian Roet's 'Requirements for Change'. (Sand pit and rake optional.)"

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