Diary entry: 21st December
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"This is going to work despite (or maybe in spite) of all the barriers in my way. Just because it is slightly unconventional medicine doesn’t mean it is wrong. Even though I sometimes think I am taking one step forward then slithering down two snakes I feel I am getting somewhere. The fact I am still writing this diary is surely testament to that. One enormous hurdle I am facing is lunch today. Nikky has invited me over for lunch in the East Wing (maybe this isn’t so far removed from hospital after all) with 8 other people. I actually think I will probably last about half and hour before running for the hills but I know Hannah will twist and twist my arm. I’m not sure I am ready for this. Lunch is just about mangeable (sic)(k) on my own and my stomach has tied itself in knots just thinking about it. So it’s 5 to 1 already and I’m still sitting here in my tracksuit with wet hair. Is this yet another delaying tactic, or is it helping me screw my courage to the sticking place so that I’ll not fail?"
2 comments:
just wanted you to know that I am reading your diary,You really are getting somewhere now, just the fact that you are still writing is great. Don't get to stressed over Christmas eat when you can and enjoy the time you an Barry are spending together. Remember we are all hoping you put a little on over the holidays and of course keep it going into the new year.
Thinking of you. x
Lizzie, don't loose heart and remember that we are all still supporting you. The loss this week is so small it could easily have been a small gain, so don't forget that. Try and enjoy Christmas and keep the heating on full, I don't think blue lips are your colour! Happy Christmas, Ginny, Andrew & William x
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