Diary entry: 15th February
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I’m torn between liking having the energy to do more and wanting to do more, and hating the feelings of fatness. Everything feels tight and my face is all puffy. I know it is to be expected and I just have to put up with it. I just must not give in to the temptation to cut back and try to regain control of everything. Remember how bad it feels. This may not feel nice, but at least it is different – nothing worse that stagnating in familiar Stygian waters. Better the devil I don’t know in this case.
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The battle within...it must be so difficult to get out of your comfort zone. Recovery does feel worse sometimes before it feels better. You MUST keep going. Remember, "if you are going through hell, keep going." Food is your medicine, and it is necessary for your life.
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