Diary entry: 19th February
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Very disappointed. Not just in the lack of weight gain, but in myself. I should have been stronger. Stronger to overcome all the hurdles that presented themselves. Unfortunately it just comes down to me, I have to be the one to do something - if I don't do it, it doesn't get done. I'm really surprised just how I feel about this - I would have thought I would have been relieved that I hadn't gained weight for the 2nd week but I wasn't. If only I had been able to keep the momentum up rather than succumb to the temptation offered to me by my over-kind husband.
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After the messed up few days, I'm finding it hard to switch straight back into it. I haven't gone back to square one by any means, but I couldn't add in another snack as we had planned. But I'm back on the right tracks again and I am not going to be pushed off them again.
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Very disappointed. Not just in the lack of weight gain, but in myself. I should have been stronger. Stronger to overcome all the hurdles that presented themselves. Unfortunately it just comes down to me, I have to be the one to do something - if I don't do it, it doesn't get done. I'm really surprised just how I feel about this - I would have thought I would have been relieved that I hadn't gained weight for the 2nd week but I wasn't. If only I had been able to keep the momentum up rather than succumb to the temptation offered to me by my over-kind husband.
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After the messed up few days, I'm finding it hard to switch straight back into it. I haven't gone back to square one by any means, but I couldn't add in another snack as we had planned. But I'm back on the right tracks again and I am not going to be pushed off them again.
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