Diary entry: 25th January
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The rantings of Lizzie...
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I must admit I am getting pissed off with the lunch thing. What started off as "Right Lizzie - here's your lunch" has turned into me phoning Hannah to remind her we are out of bread followed by my trailing into Tescos to buy some (oh and while you are there, could you get...) I thought the whole point was to help me avoid having to choose the bloody stuff, prepare it and then eat the f****** cheese sandwich. I refuse to eat yet another stale doorstep so what is the alternative? Yeah maybe I haven't got anything else to do but I sure could find plenty rather that have to shop again. Why the hell couldn't she have thought of getting it. I know it's my problem and I've got to deal with it, but this ain't fair. What's the difference? And yes, I am cross, very cross, however unreasonable, it's how I feel.
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The rantings of Lizzie...
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I must admit I am getting pissed off with the lunch thing. What started off as "Right Lizzie - here's your lunch" has turned into me phoning Hannah to remind her we are out of bread followed by my trailing into Tescos to buy some (oh and while you are there, could you get...) I thought the whole point was to help me avoid having to choose the bloody stuff, prepare it and then eat the f****** cheese sandwich. I refuse to eat yet another stale doorstep so what is the alternative? Yeah maybe I haven't got anything else to do but I sure could find plenty rather that have to shop again. Why the hell couldn't she have thought of getting it. I know it's my problem and I've got to deal with it, but this ain't fair. What's the difference? And yes, I am cross, very cross, however unreasonable, it's how I feel.
2 comments:
Lizzie, I too feel cross. I feel cross on behalf of Hannah who is supporting you and trying so hard to ensure your good health. She doesn't deserve this and I am a bit at a loss as to why she should always have to provide everything. I know this is your thoughts but putting this in the public domain makes it seem very unfair on her.
I completely agree with you and very nearly didn't publish the post as I felt ashamed of what I had written and you are quite right, she doesn't deserve this. But it was, however unreasonable and inexcusable, how I felt at the time.
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